after reading and reviewing comments from my last post, i realized that i don't think i'm flighty in the normal sense of the word.
i'm pretty realistic. pretty grounded. etc. etc.
but when i say that i'm flighty ... i think i mean that my mind/heart are flighty. 10 times a day or more i change my mind about what i want my life to look like. where i want to go. what i want to do.
i like change. i like new things. i like adventure.
there are lots of maybes in my head ... maybe this ... or maybe that. or maybe this. or OOH! maybe that. (you think i'm joking, but i'm not)
maybe it's just the influence of a year of hopping around place to place .... but even now, it's hard for me to think that i have a job that i might actually have to stay at for a significant amount of time (not that i HAVE to, but that's what NORMAL people do, right??!?)
anyway ... maybe that clarification was for me, but it needed to be thought through anyway. any therapists out there? i need help.
(OOOH! and for those that didn't see Grey's Last night ... fantastic. except the whole Callie becoming a lesbian thing. uck. i say all of this because sometimes i think i would benefit from therapy. it helped Meredith, maybe it will help me :) ha.)
ok. done.
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dude...your post is all in wingdings! i copied and pasted it in word and changed the font just so i could read it. i pretty much thought you did that on purpose--well, maybe it was just for me...I liked the adventure--almost like Indiana Jones cracking a code or something...
anyway...i COMPLETELY understand how you're feeling right now. i often feel like i have multiple personalities because i have about 50 million different ideas of how my life should look...one day i want a husband and kids and a garden and a nice home to entertain in and the next day i want to sell everything i own and travel the world for the rest of my life...wherever the wind takes me. i have no clue how to reconcile these things...so apparently i'm pretty flighty too. :)
and p.s. i want to quit my job already. 3 months is entirely too long of a comitment...i can't imagine staying for 6. lord help me!!
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Hi. I'm random. I clicked my way to your blog somehow. When you say, "maybe it's just the influence of a year of hopping around place to place" is that the World Race? If so, all ya'll are prolific bloggers. It's fun!
Oh, forgive my intrusion, but is your definition of flighty maybe even closely related to fickle? or does that sound more negative? ooohhh maybe whimsical? nah, I don't know.
the what-if game is horrible for deep thinkers. i think the 20s are about sorting through all that jumble and becoming not "flighty" and i think maybe you need all that jumble to make that transition.
and i think everyone needs counseling.
time for some new postage.
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