March 14, 2009

i find it funny that this blog is entitled "thoughts" when i seemingly don't have ANY lately.

i always never wanted to give up blogging.  and i don't think i HAVE, i just semi-forget about it for weeks on end.  i'm a good FOLLOWER though -- if you have a blog, it's a guarantee that i read it.  it just takes so much more effort to actually write myself.

somedays i get brilliant thoughts that run through my head. "ooh .. i should write about that."  but they're here and gone before i can remember them.  oops?

on just a general life update note ... life is just interesting.  i am constantly asking myself, "how did i get here?"   i mean seriously.  no one told us growing up that living as an adult and having a life of your own would be so hard.  so many twists and turns and decisions and questions.  some days i call it an "adventure" ... and i love it.  other days it's just tough.  i know who i am and what i'm doing in my daily life -- but what about on the larger scale -- where WILL i end up in 5 years??  those are the hard things.  it's a tricky balance that i've yet to figure out - living today, fully here and yet still having some semblance of "this is what my life will look like."  

hmmmm ....

anyway, love to all of my 3 readers.  :)  peace.

6 comments:

ashley marble said...

you have more than three readers!

Spano said...

Am I number one two or three? You very well might be one for me.

Spano said...

It's about time for a new post, friend.

Claire said...

make that 4! hey, i like reading your thoughts, even if they are just once in a while. :) hope you're doing well.

Erica said...

i read you. hopefully you'll continue to read me. :-)

Sarah Humbach said...

My Michelita!! I miss your words... it saddens me when I come to your blog and there is nothing new... you are such a beautiful thinker and writer!